So you think you might end it all tonight

Can't take another hit

Played this game before, just wanna flip the board

Walk off the plank and quit

Inching to the edge of that poetic ledge

Your secrets held so…

My blood red lips now match my eyes

Been crying for so long, I feel completely dead inside

And the rose you gave me this morning died

Too late to preserve it, too late for us to even try

I…

I left this town so long ago just to see what I could find

No matter how far away I roam, can't seem to get you off my mind

I said goodbye, gave all I can

One final look, never…

Trying so hard to maintain this positivity campaign

I'm living life on somebody else's dime

Traveling east, I must confess, it seems you've caught me at my best

But I'm not sure I'll make it through this time

Cause it's…

If I told you I was fine, would you believe me?

I can barely get the words out in this breath

I'm not sure how I can move past this completely

What are you to live for when you don't…

When I was young, I used to be afraid of monsters

Hiding underneath the bed beneath the covers

I used to plug my ears and I'd shut my eyes

Now that I've evolved, what a big surprise

Now that I…

You say I ruined everything the day I said goodbye

But I can't wait around, no, I can't give it one more try

You promised me the sun and moon and all those cosmic things

Now all I see are…

Somewhere there exists a corner

that’s only meant for us to see

We’ll wave goodbye and cross the border

to this place for only you and me

But lately I don’t know just where I'm headed

And where I've been,…

So, this is how it's gonna be?

2000 miles apart, not quite enough from me

No apologies

They ask me will I ever learn?

My past mistakes, I've seemed to toss them all away

Can't make you stay

We've all…

Always faced with this constant battle

You never could stay still

When you jump I swear I hear you rattle

This can't be fixed with a pill

Why am I trying so hard for a heart that doesn't care

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